Heyy...
The deadline Saturday never came it seems..... guess I've bee through the heights of outwitting my own words... *sad but its OK ;)
Well.... now its New Year... 2013..yeahh... it does seem incredible.. had faith in the intellect of Nostradamus... never considered making a plan b if survival happens in any chance beyond the bygone year... Life's amazing... intriguing.. in fact... Just few hours an one enitre year has become bygone...
Yet in its withdrawing only it took a lot from us... The latest incidents, may be they were hyped and so it became 'that' significant but anyhow things were happening... but then what is baffling is why its this time only.... when everything became 'so' pretty <read ugly> visible. There may be a lot of reasons contributing; but the fact remains the same. Such brutality... it simply depicted that something so 'satanic' <couldn't find a better word> is also possible to happen. Something that lies beyond the realms of the wildest facets of, mortal or even immortal, sanity. Guess it was a notion of the apocalypse.. if you've faith in the ancient sciences.
And with this one occurance were intertwined a zillion more rising brows... thinking medullas... and profound sense of agitation, of retaliation; may that be aggressive or assertive. What else should we expect in a scenario of crumbling ethics and shattering faith.
Ethics... As a person I may have my own set of ideologies that I can't impose neither I'd prefer flaunting it <don't know if its a personal choice or one more consequence of the know-hows of the might of the power-packed clique of our nation>.
Yet Faith is something I would like to scribble about. Its a strong gesture, a power-packed vibe. To enthrust one's faith on anyone or anything is synonymous to sharing one's soul with them, at least for that fraction of a moment when we do so. That may be a subjective perspective yet it trails the truth. And the worst consequence of all such incidents, as I opine, is the devastating state we're living in... where the worst we can do to ourself is trusting somebody. The crankiness of our existence when seeking help from the person sitting next also requires intense brainstorming effort. And all of this is irrespective of the pre-fed notions of observations and analysis that an awaken medulla would employ to judge its ambience. No matter what we think or do... what clouds our instincts is a big "Should I??". We may be fighitng back the system for hundreds and thousands of things, but what remains as the ultima is... "Is somehitng actually changing??"... "Are we anyhow able to decipher any change, a positive one??? even a minor one???". Throughout the course of evolution there have been a lot many amendments, but on grounds of human ethics, the trust factor... is there somehting which we can flaunt.... the willingness to consider good as good and not as the worst in disguise, does it even exists now....
It may sound cynical, may be overtly pessimistic, but time for a reality check... How many times do we feel the genuine gratitude once we come across some favours by somebody, unacquainted?? It doesn't requires us to be a gal or guy, as a person, how often it happens that we don't welcome assistance without requesting for it...
May be these are all pondering thoughts.... they may be loosing the sync of a well-rehearsed pen, but then these are the uncensored, crude fallouts of an eye that is living, rather surviving, in this world, witnessing all of whatever happens around, surpassing each day of its life celebrating its achievements--regretting on the grievances and at the end of it all...and.... at the end of the day thanking it's safe comeback to home and be able to sleep only to wake up the next morning..... All that its perceiving and processing, but not manipulating...possibly the strings are not yet attached to the mundane's putrescence.....
So this being the last note from the gone year... Lets welcome the new year... this time since nothing is fore-planned... For now...
"With new days to waste... N... With new resolutions to break.....
The deadline Saturday never came it seems..... guess I've bee through the heights of outwitting my own words... *sad but its OK ;)
Well.... now its New Year... 2013..yeahh... it does seem incredible.. had faith in the intellect of Nostradamus... never considered making a plan b if survival happens in any chance beyond the bygone year... Life's amazing... intriguing.. in fact... Just few hours an one enitre year has become bygone...
Yet in its withdrawing only it took a lot from us... The latest incidents, may be they were hyped and so it became 'that' significant but anyhow things were happening... but then what is baffling is why its this time only.... when everything became 'so' pretty <read ugly> visible. There may be a lot of reasons contributing; but the fact remains the same. Such brutality... it simply depicted that something so 'satanic' <couldn't find a better word> is also possible to happen. Something that lies beyond the realms of the wildest facets of, mortal or even immortal, sanity. Guess it was a notion of the apocalypse.. if you've faith in the ancient sciences.
And with this one occurance were intertwined a zillion more rising brows... thinking medullas... and profound sense of agitation, of retaliation; may that be aggressive or assertive. What else should we expect in a scenario of crumbling ethics and shattering faith.
Ethics... As a person I may have my own set of ideologies that I can't impose neither I'd prefer flaunting it <don't know if its a personal choice or one more consequence of the know-hows of the might of the power-packed clique of our nation>.
Yet Faith is something I would like to scribble about. Its a strong gesture, a power-packed vibe. To enthrust one's faith on anyone or anything is synonymous to sharing one's soul with them, at least for that fraction of a moment when we do so. That may be a subjective perspective yet it trails the truth. And the worst consequence of all such incidents, as I opine, is the devastating state we're living in... where the worst we can do to ourself is trusting somebody. The crankiness of our existence when seeking help from the person sitting next also requires intense brainstorming effort. And all of this is irrespective of the pre-fed notions of observations and analysis that an awaken medulla would employ to judge its ambience. No matter what we think or do... what clouds our instincts is a big "Should I??". We may be fighitng back the system for hundreds and thousands of things, but what remains as the ultima is... "Is somehitng actually changing??"... "Are we anyhow able to decipher any change, a positive one??? even a minor one???". Throughout the course of evolution there have been a lot many amendments, but on grounds of human ethics, the trust factor... is there somehting which we can flaunt.... the willingness to consider good as good and not as the worst in disguise, does it even exists now....
It may sound cynical, may be overtly pessimistic, but time for a reality check... How many times do we feel the genuine gratitude once we come across some favours by somebody, unacquainted?? It doesn't requires us to be a gal or guy, as a person, how often it happens that we don't welcome assistance without requesting for it...
May be these are all pondering thoughts.... they may be loosing the sync of a well-rehearsed pen, but then these are the uncensored, crude fallouts of an eye that is living, rather surviving, in this world, witnessing all of whatever happens around, surpassing each day of its life celebrating its achievements--regretting on the grievances and at the end of it all...and.... at the end of the day thanking it's safe comeback to home and be able to sleep only to wake up the next morning..... All that its perceiving and processing, but not manipulating...possibly the strings are not yet attached to the mundane's putrescence.....
So this being the last note from the gone year... Lets welcome the new year... this time since nothing is fore-planned... For now...
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